07 7 / 2012
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“It doesn’t matter what I do, or what I choose. I am what’s wrong. There’s nothing I can do about it. If I’m not hurting myself I’m hurting everyone around me and there’s nothing I can do about this. I am broken.”
13 5 / 2012
Relationships are harder now because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online. Sex became easy, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking. Getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option & being hurt became natural.
07 7 / 2011
I remember all the late night talks and all the words I was comfortable saying to him, but I never would have been able to say to anyone else. I remember all the songs that take me back and make me smile. I remember all the promises we both knew would be broken. I remember all the moments he took my breath away and how he knew more about me than I thought anyone could. I remember the games we played because we talked so much we couldn’t think of anything tosay. I still think about the kind of person I must be to have thrown that all away. ♥
05 2 / 2011
It’s the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say “what’s the matter with her?” I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren’t sure whether you’re walking toward something, or if you’re just walking away.
05 2 / 2011
Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don’t know what to do. I just know that pain I felt so long ago, it’s hurting ten time more.
04 2 / 2011
Ever have one of those days where you hate the world & anything that happens, even dropping your pen makes you want to break down & cry?
04 2 / 2011
You’ve labelled your whole lifestyle and changed the way that you dress. Now take a good look in the mirror and tell me who you’re trying to impress.
